Yes, this memory tortures me every single day. It tortures me every moment and has almost made me completely collapse. Gui Qin Shao said.
The old man from the Divine Dragon Holy Hall said, “Then would it be convenient to tell me exactly which point is torturing you? The human spirit is both fragile and powerful. The memories that can bring infinite pain are nothing more than three kinds: loss, regret, and truth. Which kind does the young lady belong to?”
Hearing the old man’s words, Gui Qin Shao was stunned. The other party’s words instantly pierced straight into her heart.
What exactly was the source of her pain?
Was it loss? She had lost her most precious female purity. Was this the root of her pain?
Although she very much wanted to admit it was, because that would mean she was extremely pure and chaste, but… in reality, this was not the root of her greatest pain.
Of course, it had indeed left absolutely indelible marks, even scars, on her body and heart.
But… this was not the root of her greatest pain.
Was it regret? Of course it was not. She did not regret her attitude towards Suo Lun at all. Whether it was breaking off the engagement or humiliating him, all of it was something she had to do, for her family, for her father, and even for herself.
Suo Lun was a madman. She and her family could not be buried with him.
Then, was the truth what brought her pain?
Gui Qin Shao’s heart suddenly jumped fiercely. Yes… what made her suffer was the truth.
That bastard Suo Lun had completely released her ugly sides of weakness, incompetence, greed, and infidelity.
It made her thoroughly see herself clearly. She was not so proud, not so noble, and not so strong.
She was so weak that she had surrendered after just a few meals of hunger.
She was so unfaithful. After being defiled by Suo Lun, she had not only not committed suicide, but… she had not even had the slightest thought of ending her life.
She could even abandon her dignity for a single rotten steamed bun.
“It… it is the truth…” Gui Qin Shao said while crying, “The root of my pain is the truth. Before this I always thought I was a firm, noble, and proud woman. However there was a devil who made me recognise myself clearly. He completely released my ugly side. These pains have thoroughly destroyed my pride and devour my confidence desperately every single day.”
“Oh, the truth…” the old man said, “The truth is the most terrifying. May I share a story with you? A story about truth.”
“Please.” Gui Qin Shao said.
The old man said, “There was a thirty year old man who had an identity that people admired and extraordinary achievements. In everyone’s eyes he stood high above like he was in the clouds. However, one day he came to tell me that he was almost about to collapse. I asked him why. He said that every time he received admiration from others or viewed his own achievements, he felt he was a noble person, a strong person, and a transcendent person. But certain unbearable memories in his mind always reminded him that all of this was false on the surface. The real him was an evil and cowardly person. The reason he now appeared so noble and transcendent was all a disguise, simply because the true test had not yet arrived. These truths always destroyed his pride and always reminded him how despicable and cowardly he was.”
“What truth of his?” Gui Qin Shao asked.
The old man said, “This man, when he was only in his teens, was filled with absolute curiosity towards the opposite sex. He often secretly watched his older sister bathe. Not only that, he also chiselled a hole in the wooden wall, with the hole facing his aunt’s toilet room. He dug this hole just to secretly watch his aunt use the toilet, even though that aunt was his mother’s own older sister and was already in her forties or fifties at the time.”
“Ah… he, he is so shameless.” Gui Qin Shao said.
The old man said, “Yes, very shameless, evil to the extreme.”
Gui Qin Shao said, “Then after he grew up, he definitely became a despicable person.”
The old man did not answer and continued, “This is the truth of his lewdness and evil, and also the truth of his cowardice. When he achieved success and fame, he felt he was brave and strong. However when he was nineteen, because his family was poor and could not afford school, he would sit in the garden of the county academy in his spare time after work to feel the atmosphere inside. One day he was sitting on a long bench when a very kind and elegant elderly man came beside him, looking like a mentor inside the academy. That elegant old man was very kind to him, chatted with him, and made him feel flattered. However next, under the name of caring for his body, this elegant old man touched his body and reached his hand inside his clothes to grope him. Throughout the entire process he did not dare to make a sound or scold him. He only endured passively until the old man’s hand was about to grab a certain place on him, when he finally broke free fiercely and fled.”
“Incompetent, cowardly… what a disgusting man.” Gui Qin Shao said angrily.
“Yes, how incompetent and cowardly.” The Divine Dragon Holy Hall old man said, “He told me that the old man’s hand was ice cold, soft and greasy like a snake. He felt extremely disgusted and very afraid at the time. But that lewd old man had no strength to truss a chicken. He could have pushed him away with a light push. Even if he had shouted loudly, that lewd old man would have run away. However, he did nothing. He only cowardly endured it and only broke free and fled when he could no longer bear it at the very end.”
Gui Qin Shao said, “This person is so cowardly and incompetent. It really makes one despise him. I cannot even believe how he achieved success and fame. Moreover even if he achieved success and fame, it would not last long. He must be very down and out and failed now.”
“Uh… perhaps.” The Divine Dragon Holy Hall old man said.
Gui Qin Shao said, “Then where is this lewd, evil and cowardly person now?”
The Divine Dragon Holy Hall old man said, “He is right in front of you.”
As soon as these words came out, Gui Qin Shao immediately looked at him in complete disbelief.
The old man in front of her was one of the highest spiritual great monks in the Divine Dragon Holy Hall. He had supreme status and was almost like a god walking in this world. Even His Majesty the King had to come pay respects to him every year.
But the lewd, evil and cowardly person he spoke of was actually… himself.
How could he, who was so lewd, evil and cowardly, become such a… great person?
After a long time, Gui Qin Shao finally murmured and asked, “Then… then how did you overcome these unbearably painful truths?”
The old man thought for a while and said, “I forgot. I crossed over them without realising.”
Gui Qin Shao said, “There must be some method.”
The old man said, “It was probably just admitting my own lewdness and cowardice, admitting that I was not so strong and not so noble.”
“Ah, just like that!” Gui Qin Shao said, “I thought you would completely defeat the past lewdness and cowardice. For example, some fatal crisis occurred that made you prove with your life at almost the cost that you were brave and noble.”
“There was none.” The old man said, “Nothing happened. It just passed like that! Although at the time I also told myself again and again that I wanted to face my own human weaknesses and then completely defeat them to win back my pride again. However, my life was too ordinary. I also did not encounter any opportunities to defeat these human weaknesses. Time just passed by in a hurry like this.”
The old man in front of her was almost one of the greatest few people in this world, yet he said his life was ordinary.
At once, Gui Qin Shao truly felt his profound wisdom like the sea and his broad and vast mind.
Gui Qin Shao hesitated for a moment and said, “I know what you mean, but you can let time flow by while I cannot. My youth is only these few years. And these memories have been torturing me, making me no longer able to be confident or proud.”
The old man said, “Do you care very much about your own pride?”
Gui Qin Shao nodded and said, “I… I was born proud, just like a peacock. If I cannot display my feathers, it would be better to kill me. But those painful memories have already made me unable to display my feathers with a clear conscience. Every time I try to display my pride, those truths always tell me that you are just a woman who is greedy for life and afraid of death, you are just an unfaithful cheap woman. Then my confidence and self assurance are completely shattered. A peacock that cannot be proud cannot display its feathers and cannot release its own beauty.”
The old man suddenly had no words to answer.
Gui Qin Shao said, “Master, am I very shallow? Am I very vain?”
“Yes.” The old man said, “But this is human nature, real human nature. You can choose not to face it, but you cannot deny its existence.”
Then the hall once again returned to silence.
The old man asked again, “Female benefactor, you have already understood what I said. Do you still confirm that you want to wash away this segment of memory?”
Gui Qin Shao closed her eyes to think and tried to relive this painful memory once more.
At once, that kind of pain attacked boundlessly again, completely destroying all her pride and all her confidence.
She quickly opened her eyes and nodded forcefully, saying, “Yes, I want to wash away this segment of memory. I must wash it away.”
The Spiritual Holy Hall old man said, “Very well. Please open your eyes, then recreate this memory in your mind. I will use spiritual techniques to read it, find its specific storage location, and then thoroughly wash it away.”
Thus, Gui Qin Shao had no choice but to recall that unforgettable scene once again.
She and Gui Qin Zhong led the navy to attack Random Stone Island, only for all previous efforts to be wasted and instead they were captured.
The intense pain when Suo Lun tormented her and destroyed her purity.
Her hunger, her weakness.
And that rotten steamed bun that almost broke through her bottom line of dignity.
Finally, Suo Lun gently patted her back with that soft sigh.
These memories replayed in her mind like a movie.
The great monk of the Spiritual Holy Hall used spiritual techniques to read this memory through Gui Qin Shao’s eyes and found the location of this memory in her brain domain.
“The location has been found. Next I will use powerful spiritual energy to thoroughly wash away all memory signals in this brain domain.” The Holy Hall old man said.
Gui Qin Shao nodded forcefully.
The old man began to condense powerful spiritual power. His pupils began to contract rapidly, almost condensing into a single point.
As long as he released it fiercely, powerful spiritual power could shoot through his eyes into Gui Qin Shao’s brain domain to complete the cleaning of the relevant memory data.
“I will start counting down. Once it begins, this segment of memory will be lost forever and cannot be recovered.” The old man said.
“Three!”
“Two!”
“One!”
At this moment, Gui Qin Shao suddenly said, “Wait!”
The old man said, “Has the young lady changed her mind? This is good. Only by facing one’s own human weaknesses can one defeat them.”
Gui Qin Shao said, “No, I want to ask if it is possible to only wash away the later memory, that is the segment that reveals my ugly human weaknesses. But… keep the memory of him destroying my purity. I… I do not want to forget this matter.”
“Cough…” The Spiritual Holy Hall old man was first stunned, then coughed for a good while.
Gui Qin Shao blushed and said, “If even this segment of memory is washed away, I will not hate him so much anymore. I want to keep the bone deep hatred towards him and maintain my determination for revenge, the resolve to skin him alive and pull out his tendons.”
The old man looked into her eyes for a long time, then gently sighed and said, “As you wish. Our Divine Dragon Holy Hall takes helping others as its foundation.”
…
Inside the underground lair of the poisonous snake sand bandits.
Within half an hour, either satisfy Xue Sha or die!
Suo Lun made a prompt decision without a second of hesitation. He directly pounced on her onto the gold coins all over the floor and used both hands and mouth to kiss and caress wildly.
Although he had never experienced this kind of thing before, his theoretical knowledge was already very rich. He had watched no fewer than eight hundred romance action films if not a thousand.
“Yao Xing, if I use spiritual attack now, can I instantly destroy her mind?” Suo Lun asked in his heart while being intimate.
Yao Xing said, “No. She is a high rank warrior. Her spiritual defence is also very strong. You must attack spiritually when her spirit is undefended.”
When would a person have an undefended spirit? Of course it was when reaching the peak of pleasure. At that instant the human brain was completely blank.
Yao Xing said, “Let her reach the peak of lust so her spirit is instantly undefended. This is your only chance to kill her.”
Suo Lun said, “But no man can achieve that. I admit I am not exceptionally gifted, so I cannot do it either.”
Yao Xing said, “The reason she cannot reach the peak of pleasure should be a physical reason.”
Suo Lun said, “It does not seem like it. Looking at how intensely passionate she is, her desires are clearly very high. It does not look like she is naturally cold.”
Yao Xing said, “The parts of the human body responsible for desire and responsible for the peak of pleasure are different.”
Suo Lun was stunned. What Yao Xing said made a lot of sense and had scientific basis.
To be precise, desire was handled by hormones secreted by the pituitary gland. But pleasure was handled by the brain and nerves.
Xue Sha’s performance proved she was not naturally cold. Then it could only prove one thing. A certain nerve in her body was damaged and blocked, so pleasure could not be transmitted to the brain and she could never reach the peak.
Suo Lun quickly asked, “Yao Xing, if certain nerves in her body are blocked, can you reopen them?”
“Yes.” Yao Xing said, “But you need to let me first enter her blood vessels and meridians. The old method. When your blood mixes, I will use blood as the medium to enter her body.”
Suo Lun said, “Once you enter her blood and meridians, would you not be able to devour her cultivation?”
But Suo Lun quickly denied his own words. This could indeed devour Xue Sha’s dragon power, but the other party would definitely discover it instantly and kill Suo Lun at the first moment.
The reason Meng Tuo Luo had not killed him back then was because she had discovered Yao Xing’s secret. She wished for Yao Xing to destroy the world, so she had spared Suo Lun’s life.
But Xue Sha had absolutely no possibility of sparing Suo Lun. Moreover, only after killing Xue Sha would devouring her dragon power cultivation be completely safe.
…
While Suo Lun was truly multitasking, he suddenly felt pain on his face as he was fiercely slapped by Xue Sha.
“You are so incompetent. Not only can you not satisfy me, even my desire is about to recede.” Xue Sha said coldly.
Then her golden dagger pressed against Suo Lun’s neck as she said coldly, “You are only superficially affectionate but not really doing it. I think there is no need to waste time. I will kill you now.”
Then she pressed the dagger fiercely. Suo Lun felt pain on his neck as it was cut and blood flowed out. If she really cut his main artery, even Yao Xing could not save him and he would definitely die.
The furious and ashamed Xue Sha did not hide the killing intent in her eyes at all. She really would kill him.
At this time, half of the golden sand in the crystal hourglass had already flowed out. If he did nothing more, Suo Lun could live at most another half hour.
Suo Lun looked into Xue Sha’s eyes and said seriously, “Give me a quarter of an hour. I guarantee I will definitely send you to heaven!”
Xue Sha said coldly, “Boasting shamelessly. You are completely a virgin. I think there is no need to waste time. I will directly kill you and then steam and eat your meat.”
“I swear I can do it. In a quarter of an hour I can send you to heaven.” Suo Lun said.
“What if you cannot?” Xue Sha said.
“Kill me and then steam and eat my meat.” Suo Lun said.
“Fine. I will give you a quarter of an hour.” Xue Sha closed her eyes again and said, “If you really can do it, not only will I let you live, but from now on I will let you live a life of intoxication, glory, wealth and honour.”
“Then I will begin.” Suo Lun said.
“Come on.” Xue Sha said impatiently, with no trust in her words at all.
Suo Lun looked at her seductive face, opened his mouth and bit down fiercely on her arm, drawing blood directly.
“Do you want to die?” Xue Sha suddenly opened her eyes and slapped down with her palm.
“Puchi…” Suo Lun flew out directly and spat out a mouthful of blood.
Fortunately Xue Sha had no immediate intention of killing him at this time, otherwise he would already be dead.
“Give me an explanation, otherwise I will immediately skin you alive and pull out your tendons.” Xue Sha said coldly.
Suo Lun struggled to get up from the ground, wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth and said, “Your body is special and blood must be seen. Moreover even if my cultivation was ten times or a hundred times stronger, I still could not kill you. What are you afraid of?”
Xue Sha stared at him coldly for a good while, then closed her eyes lazily again and said, “Your time is running out. Continue.”
Suo Lun stepped forward and used his blood stained lips to kiss the wound on her arm. At once the blood of the two mixed.
Using blood as the medium, Yao Xing’s energy tentacles quickly drilled into Xue Sha’s meridians. Because this power was almost at the level of static electricity in the body, Xue Sha was completely unaware.
Yao Xing was very fast. In a short moment it had roamed through all the meridians and nerves in Xue Sha’s body.
“Found it?” Suo Lun asked.
“Found it.” Yao Xing said, “Master, you guessed correctly. This woman’s body is very special. It should have been ravaged very badly by some kind of energy. Many nerves in her body are blocked, including the pelvic nerve.”
Yes, it was this nerve, specifically responsible for transmitting pleasure.
“Can you reopen her blocked pelvic nerve?” Suo Lun asked.
“No problem.” Yao Xing said, “Moreover this woman has been suppressed for more than ten years. Once the transmission nerve is opened, it will erupt instantly and enter the peak. At that time her spirit will be completely undefended. It is the best time to kill her.”
“Good.” Suo Lun said, “I will count down three numbers, then you instantly open her nerve.”
“Yes.” Yao Xing said.
“Three, two, one.” Suo Lun finished the countdown and then said, “Open it.”
Yao Xing released a burst of energy and instantly opened Xue Sha’s blocked pelvic nerve.
At the same time, Suo Lun fiercely kissed Xue Sha’s mouth in a deep and wild kiss.
“Ah…” Xue Sha suddenly let out a hoarse roar, then her entire body arched up fiercely like a swan that had been shot.
Her nerves had been blocked for more than ten years. The instant they were opened, they became extremely sensitive. Even just a deep kiss was enough to make her tremble, let alone Suo Lun now using both hands and mouth at full force.
In an instant, unparalleled peak pleasure attacked like raging waves.
In a flash, her mind became completely blank and her entire spirit was completely undefended.
Killing this woman was right at this moment. The opportunity must not be lost!
Yao Xing’s tentacles quickly returned to Suo Lun’s body and then began to condense spiritual power.
Suo Lun continued deep kissing her while staring at her dazed and scattered eyes.
Yao Xing condensed the spiritual power, condensed it, condensed it to the extreme.
Then… released it fiercely and attacked!
Swish… Powerful spiritual power condensed into a beam and fiercely shot through Xue Sha’s eyes into her brain domain.
Xue Sha, who had no spiritual defence at all, had her entire brain domain instantly pierced through.
All her will, all her mind, all her memories were instantly destroyed.
Like being irradiated by high energy laser, Xue Sha’s brain instantly suffered devastating damage.
Without any scream or any reaction, she directly became a walking corpse.
This was spiritual power attack, and it was still the most ordinary kind, yet it could instantly destroy a person’s soul. One could see how terrifying truly powerful spiritual attacks would be.
Suo Lun lifted Xue Sha’s eyelids. Her pupils had already dilated. He patted her face and there was no reaction at all.
However, her heart was still beating. Her body was still alive, but her soul was already dead.
Looking at the cobra tattoo on her body and the arrow wound that had already disappeared, Suo Lun said, “Perhaps you have many secrets on your body, but I cannot explore them anymore.”
With that, he took the golden dagger from Xue Sha’s hand, aimed at her heart, and stabbed down fiercely.
Her heart was instantly pierced through and blood spurted out.
Without any scream, this Xue Sha who made people tremble with fear upon hearing her name died immediately.
At the same time, the dragon power in her blood vessels surged out madly.
Yao Xing turned into a terrifying black hole and devoured madly, devoured!
This was the complete dragon power of a high rank warrior. It would definitely bring Suo Lun an extremely huge cultivation breakthrough.